Life u don't have control over it, it like time. so what do we do in the time of life grow old which we don't have control over too. only thing we do have control over is to how the life will be.
so we eat for time to tick, we sleep for hmmm.??? may be rest the body, this to thing is must. and that is only thing needed for life to tick. no wait!! Now comes how to eat so we grow plants and fruit tree... This looks simple..
so what we do with this life nothing? just eat and wait til it ends..
so when their is this waiting period we need something to do.. talk, fight, and imagine the world and meditate. the world became complex from the time fire and wheel was invented. today we need to learn for so many years and wait.. and there are lines, criteria, minimum requirement of you brain size, is you nose small or legs are long and so on and so forth. all This new things for what to earn money and what is that for food and wasting time till that last tick..
so lets talk about what are this so called "elite studies". it is the knowledge that one found in life time that you have to finish in one semester.so that you can work for money for wasting that "time". Okay so what we do we study and study to get what many people understood and take it further for someones else to study. Well if it was that way I would be so happy. but no you study to get a paper called degree and stand in line because now all around you know all the same things you have studied and not enough benches or trees or rooms or I don't know what for them to study further ooh also there is difference in brilliance so not allowed to study further. now I am confused I used to think knowledge was open source code for everyone to have. but still I feel jealous about other fellows around me when I should have been happy, as so many have reached to this state of knowledgeable state.
So now as my brain size is not 38D :) i cant study so I have to work to waste time. So I go with my brains in the company and they ask for the paper called degree. Its like I am saying I am Sujay and u ask show your birth cirtificate. lol
well again people need paper than the person well its fine I thought some work required certain studies of the people which have been done over the past. but then you go in for work they show u around and u are confused and you need training of how to work and what happens around there. well I think even if I had done 12th grade and if I was with good common sense I would have work exactly the same way that I would work now as persons traits don't change with time. so why I studied and spent so much money I DONT KNOW..!!
Lets fast forward few things...
I worked , Got married, changed jobs may be started company, got more money, kids and their cycle of Bull shit. over again. Now me and my wife get old and next generation is doing some more fancy things. and we look back on what we did !!
we did good things helped many people around to get the same things as we got and worked and got money and may saw few things around the world and that's about it. So if this is the what every one was born to do why there are so many people doing the same things over and over again with different spice every time. So what is the result/purpose of the whole dynamics of the man coming to existence.???
know comes the miracle word GOD which really has no meaning at all, according to me. anything that people did not understand they termed it GODS wish.BS..
So if we look at the dynamics of life are we a coincidence that happened due to conducive climate on the earth and is the our life as other animals is just as a timed phenomenon and then it goes? or is there more to it? is there any bigger phenomenon attached to this whole circle? I DON'T KNOW. Meditation is one way to understand this and I am thinking of another way but seems there is none..
may be one day I will be able to stop my whole cycle of rat race..
its like you are going to die's but you want to have ice cream and make up on the way to the ultimate thing that is death... lol
